My life is going sort of like this lately.

I feel more and more like a real person every day and that freaks me out. 
I’m becoming much more aware of how the things I do affect others and it’s not just me vs. my conscience. It’s taken a while, but I’m coming to come to terms with the fact that no matter how paranoid I am, it’s not actually true that everybody secretly hates me. 

I need to move so I can appreciate what I have again.